Feelings moving me

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I've made a lot of mistakes
Ignored my head and did what fools do
The tragedy is that I'd do it all over again
The feelings of regret I'll feel are after all not new

You may ask why I do this to myself
Wear my heart on my sleeve and take a chance
Knowing fully well that I'll be shot down once more
Forced to move again in this sorrowful dance

But I ask you; how else do you know you're alive?
The thrill of being rejected by mortals but loved by the universe
Perhaps I'll let my heart take the reins again
letting my self be filled and in feelings immerse

  - KIDD🍷


Comments

  1. The AlphaMay 11, 2020 at 4:10 AM

    Don't do it fam you're just bored

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  2. Dubsy_InkMay 11, 2020 at 4:10 AM

    A Lil game of pains and gains

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    1. Kidd informantMay 12, 2020 at 12:15 AM

      They work hand in hand and sometimes if we're lucky, they end in happiness

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  3. UnknownMay 11, 2020 at 4:20 AM

    You exist under the universe' radar, and the evidence is how crazy it deals with you.

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    1. Kidd informantMay 12, 2020 at 12:16 AM

      Eventually the universe finds out where we all stay and if it didn't deal with us, then what is purpose?

      Delete
  4. UnknownMay 11, 2020 at 8:36 AM

    "The thrill of being rejected by mortals but loved by the universe"
    This is sure a sign of being alive!

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  5. LadybrihannahMay 11, 2020 at 9:14 AM

    I love this!

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  6. UnknownMay 11, 2020 at 3:35 PM

    Hmmnnn

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  7. UnknownMay 17, 2020 at 3:44 PM

    I'm sorry this is coming really late but I love this piece. Don't let your fear get the best of you ,face it. Falling in love is the greatest fear and biggest pain suffered in this world yet it was created by the universe. I really love this piece

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